You guys don't have to read this. I'm just venting...


I really am sick of Highschool. I hate it with all my heart. I can't trust anyone. I wanna go die in a hole. I'm not doing this because i'm being Emo i'm doing this because i need to vent and no one else will listen. My Ex-Best friend, i find out, is telling ALL of my deepest secrets too people. and we are so called 'in a fight' that i didn't even know we were in untill today. She says i've changed, but i havn't all my friends say so. She's the one who changed, and i wanna talk to her, but she's isn't picking up her phone. So that shows me that she really did do those things. that it isn't what i hoped, that it was just a rumour. i hate the people at Highschool. My friends try to cheer me up. and it works for a bit. but then reality hits me again. I really want nothing to do with Highschoo anymore. I hate my classes, hate the people. but i can't leave my personal Hell. It seems that whenever i am happy, something comes along and crushes it. I don't want replies saying "i'm sorry". i've heard enough Sorries today. You don't even have to reply if you are reading this at all. People have been telling me it'll be fine. But what if it doesn't? what do they know? I'm sick and tired of it all. Thanks for letting me vent.....

-Rika.